Sunday, February 22, 2009

Its been awhile huh?

It's been awhile.
Well it's a simple blog, nothing fancy, just a place to write what I feel, what I think, and what's going on in my life, so basically, it's for ppl who wanna "8" about my life. (=

My 2nd year of Uni started last week. So far the subjects are not heavy YET, but this week, 2nd week of my sem, will get heavier. This year, I won't be spending too much on activities in church, as I do not want too much to think & worry about. I do not know whether is it a good thing or a bad thing. Somewhat or rather, I'm just feeling scare & worried about my studies and my life.
It's like a turning point in my life that will determine whether will I fall or will I have a better future.

I do not know which path to take, I can't find my cup of tea yet. Hanging on by faith now, hoping I'll fine my way & believing in God to take me through this obstacle in my life.

There is a point of time where I felt, I wasted my uni life. This is because, I do not really social around in my uni, & I'm always either in the pc lab or library. Some might ask, why don't I go for events held in my Uni, but frankly speaking, my friends I hang out with are not the happening type, so if I were to go for events, I gotta go alone all by myself. Now, that's the scary part.
I have this phobia where when I am alone in a crowded places & ppl looking at me. I'll feel cold & the worst thing is even might faint on the spot.

Right now, I just want to focus on my studies & at the same time, find my passion.
I had this conversation with my mom 1 day about other parents that are so relax & have nothing to worry about, as their own sons & daughters are all grown up, having a decent job & their own family. However, I wish my parents to live a happy life like those parents, & nothing to worry about. They can't be like there now, as I am still studying & not working yet, so my parents always tell me that they can't "go" in peace, because they want to see me graduate with at least 2nd class honor or better, 1st class honor, & have a decent job, and future wife. Hahaha, talking about future wife.

FYI, I am the youngest boy in my dad's family that will extend the next generation in my family, yes, my family name. (=

Looking at my 2 elder sisters as an example, they are both doing well, and both of them got their boyfriend, and soon will get married, which I am praying for. Oh, the nice wedding dinner food! Oh oh! And angpaus from both of them during chinese new year! Yeah! But I feel they are waiting for me to start working, so they have an excuse to give me less in my angpau. Deng! They are smart. LoL!

People ask me whether do I feel pressure in my family. Oh yes definately, but the pressure is coming from myself. I do thank God that my family doesn't mount A LOT of pressure like other family do. But my family too want to see me successful and bringing up my own family and the next generation in my family name.

Well, this year, I really hope that I can keep to my word, to not make my family worry about me, and to find my passion. So in order to find a job which has a good pay, and most of all, is to do what I like & what I am good at.

That's about it in my life. There are more, but nothing as important as what I wrote above.
Oh oh, and about Liverpool, oh goodness, there goes their title race. Sighs..nevertheless, viva la Liverpool!

Alrighty, signing off for now. Will update it ermm..when...I feel like it, or when someone actually pushes me for an update..haha..God bless ppl..(=

Friday, September 12, 2008

LoL (=

well, gotta update my blog since that someone so "cheong hei" hehehe..
hmm, of all day, stupid Visual Paradigm software expire. Lecturer gave me wrong expiry date, she said it was on saturday, mana tau, friday expire.
So gotta download the trial version of Visual Paradigm which will last me for 1 month, but it has watermark effects, sighs, another extra job to use photoshop to clear the watermark effects. Well what do you expect from a trial version huh.
Well dateline will be on monday, so I am left with 1 more diagram, and I'm done!

Just emailed my internship resume to one of my lecturer who handles internship for IT students, and also to Su, because he told me that his company might take me in as an intern. Hopefully I will get into a company which I can learn a lot from, and also get a decent pay.
There's a company in Puchong, which does technical support and the pay is RM500 a month, which is quite decent for an intern. My lecturer told me, she turn down companies that offers technical support and only pay RM200! Work like dog and only get paid RM200! Can't even afford to cover my meal + petrol for 1 month man!
Well, right now, I just pray that I will get a call from a company that is nearby+decent pay+decent job. I know it's nearly impossible, but through Him everything is possible! Amen!


Nowadays, I am into ukelele, and I want to master ukelele, and be one of the best ukelele around, or even in the world! LoL! I know, it's nearly impossible to pull that "best ukelele player in the world" but no harm trying.
Aunt Mildred has agreed to lend me the ukelele she has! Will be getting it this Sunday.
I was looking for an ukelele teacher, but it's so rare! Have not find any yet, so sad huh.
Well all my friends told me, your teacher is infront of you, youtube.com
Lol, well i wanna get a real life teacher to teach me as well. Guess right now, have to learn from youtube.com or other sites.
And I shall be one of the best ukelele player around! and also will use it to praise and worship God! (=

I am quite happy because I manage to find a software that extracts youtube video to mp3 format! I was looking for Jake Shimabukuro(worlds best ukelele player) acoustic songs, but all I can find is just his full band song, and after getting that free software, I have downloaded ALL his live concert video which is just pure acoustic, his pure ukelele songs, and also his jamming session with Char(Japanese legendary guitarist) as well as another guitarist.
It's just so awesome man! Even my mom says I'm ukelele crazy! Rawr!!
I'll show her and my friends, that I'll be one of the best ukelele player around you'll ever know! Just watch!

I am on 6 months break now, so I have plenty of time, besides working, I still got time to practise ukelele and master it. I think it's impossible to master ukelele within 6 months, unless I did not know I have the ukelele blood flowing through me ever since I was born hahaha. I'll try my best anyway.

Alright than, guess this is my post for now, and I hope that someone is happy I updated it huh..=P
Later in the day, I'll be playing futsal! Yay! Time for exercise and showing off some skills! xD
I'll be bringing one of my futsal pal along with me, hope he'll be able to make it earlier because his working.

Oh wait, another futsal pal FFK me, and his reason is....."MU vs Liverpool match la de! Can't miss it!" sighs..stupid idiot..nvm, I'll get him to come some other time.
Hmm, I am not sure if Gerrard and Torres is playing for Liverpool in later match against MU. Well, if Gerrard and Torres is not playing due to recovering from injury, I have very low hopes on Liverpool. Yes I know! I'm a Liverpool fan, how can I can have low confidence in Liverpool huh, but come on lar..
Watch last 2 weeks match, when Liverpool was without Gerrard & Torres, they drew! And stupid keane could have made it at least 1-0 but I seriously do not know what he was thinking, it was like in his head he was thinking "Hmm, should I get a penalty to ensure a definite goal, or just slam the ball to the goal now?"
Just go watch the replay of that match, it's really stupid. Liverpool rely too much on Gerrard and especially on Torres, and see without both of them, they can't perform well.
Wasted their few million pounds on buying Keane. Well I think MU will win later, but I'll be praying for draw game! So Liverpool will still be above MU..=P

Alright signing out! Peace and Nitez! God bless to those who is reading this blog now and also to that someone who was chasing me to update my blog..(=


Tuesday, August 26, 2008

First Post!

my first post of the day..
shall continue later on when i head back home..